I always feel like I can’t express how I really feel. It’s always make everyone else’s feel good. Ignore your emotions so someone else doesn’t have to acknowledge theirs. This is starting to take its toll on me. I feel emotions too. Believe it or not I feel sad too. Believe it or not I don’t like things. But I bottle it up and every day I say it’s okay just so no one else feels the slightest bit of sadness, uncomfortableness, or pain. I can’t keep doing this anymore.
The Line
This is my place to be vulnerable. They were laying around in my brain, so I gathered my thoughts and set them loose here.
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Dad, we were in the middle of such a nice bonding moment and you stopped to answer the call of your gf, whom I like. This was 20 mins ago and you said it would be a short time. So now you wont see me until Christmas and you see her almost everyday. Way to go.
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I hate emotions.
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When I’m an adult and have kids I will make/buy this and then ask my kids if they want some:
They’ll be all
“Um, no thanks.”
And I’m like “Are you sure?”
“Yup.”
“Positive?”
“Yes, mom.”
“Okay, then me and your father will eat it.”
And they’re all
Until I cut that bitch, then they’re all
“Oh, now you want some, right? Too bad.”
lol
(Source: maryjeaan, via mushroomcat)
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The cure for everything is salt water- sweat, tears, or the sea.
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The distance is coming closer to an end
Finally at day 19. The start of the teens. I don’t know how much more I can do this for. I know I have to wait some more but I’m ready, and have been ready, for this to be over. I can’t sleep. My heart hurts. I’m moody pretty often, mostly because I’d rather act mad than show people I’m sad. I’ve even lost the motivation to much else besides craft. Can it please just Sept 14?
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(via romantics)
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(Source: chardythethird, via soul-surfer)
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There’s something wrong with me. I can’t even skype you without wanting to cry anymore. It’s the best and worst part of my day. Good because I finally get to see you but terrible because I can’t be with you. I just miss you too much…39 days. 39 long, long days. I’ve become a human water faucet.
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Love According To Kids
“When my grandmother got arthritis, she couldn’t bend over and paint her toenails anymore. So my grandfather does it for her all the time, even when his hands got arthritis too. That’s love.”
“When someone loves you, the way they say your name is different. You know that your name is safe in their mouth.”
“Love is when a girl puts on perfume and a boy puts on shaving cologne and they go out and smell each other.”
“Love is when you go out to eat and give somebody most of your French fries without making them give you any of theirs.”
“Love is when someone hurts you. And you get so mad but you don’t yell at them because you know it would hurt their feelings.”
“Love is what makes you smile when you’re tired.”
“Love is when my mommy makes coffee for my daddy and she takes a sip before giving it to him, to make sure the taste is OK.”
“Love is what’s in the room with you at Christmas if you stop opening presents and listen.”
“When you tell someone something bad about yourself and you’re scared they won’t love you anymore. But then you get surprised because not only do they still love you, they love you even more.”
“Love is when you tell a guy you like his shirt, then he wears it every day.”
“Love is like a little old woman and a little old man who are still friends even after they know each other so well.”
“During my piano recital, I was on a stage and scared. I looked at all the people watching me and saw my daddy waving and smiling. He was the only one doing that. I wasn’t scared anymore.”
“My mommy loves me more than anybody. You don’t see anyone else kissing me to sleep at night.”
“Love is when mommy gives daddy the best piece of chicken.”
“Love is when your puppy licks your face even after you left him alone all day.”
“You really shouldn’t say ‘I love you’ unless you mean it. But if you mean it, you should say it a lot. People forget.”
I love this list. So so much.
(Source: giraffelaughs, via physics-for-poets)
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Awesomest video I have seen all month
Mariachi band serenades beluga whale
The whale is totally into it!!
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(Source: earthsfollower, via loveyourchaos)
